Confused again, I find myself
and not alone am I.
He sits beside me all this time
and barely batts an eye
I stare at him and hope he sees
the words i dare not say
But in his face i find no hope
wish it as i may
I try to speak, explain myself,
but bluntly i do halt.
Before I can he glares at me,
and tells me it's my fault.
after this, there's one more thing
a whimper..or a nod to keep my pride.
Before i close that vault again,
and forget i ever tried.